(I was hidden by the balloon that Sya's holding)

I was lucky, when the gurads went to the esclators, the elavator in front of me opened and i hopped in. I went to the van and I was standing in front of Donghae and Siwon. The van was still. It didn't go anywhere! But there were still people in front of me. I waved my hand to both of them but no replies!!!!! at al!!!!

We were so near, but yet so far at heart. But, when the van started to leave, I waved as if I had no more of strength to wave them. I was looking so tired and pitiful and in despair, with the hope that at least one person wave back at me. I looked so stupid. With my IQ of 180 but with 148cm of height, how can they ever see me. They are Idols. I'm only a sad person, with all languages over my face. I can not tell how my heart breaks. It was so sad and filled with frustration.

But, nevertheless, someone was looking at me. He lent his pair of eyes to me and waved back. A small wave for a small person like me. A sweet and wonderful smile drawn on his lips. I couldn't believe my eyes either. Is he really waving me or anyone else? I was looking at the people by my side. I was far away from anyone of them. He was waving me. I've waited for so long and at least one of them waved and looked at me. Oh God! I can't believe it!

Thank you Siwon, for making my life happier, eventhough Donghae didn't even look at me even if I was in front of him. But I do understand. Donghae can't see me. He needed to wear the sunglasses. I shone too shine i guess. Thank You Super Junior, for coming to Malaysia.

I am currently sad that I did not manage to see the glance of Eunhyuk. Heechul was so cool. He even made a pose to us as soon as he went out of the terminal. He's the coolest and next is Siwon.

I saw and talked with Super Junior PD. She's beautiful and we took pictures with her. She's the coolest among the coolest! She told us everything fun about Super Junior. But, they are just all the same. But at least there is one person in Korea that has relationship with Super Junior knows about my existance.

I wish to see them. Everyday in my life. And always.... zutto~