It is arguable that only skinny should not deserve the title of attractive figure by people. Is it a sin of being thin? People hate thin ladies, but why? Why must this pressure put upon the innocent people that underweight? Do they give any problems to any other people around them? They are just being themselves and there are three main reasons to support that thin people are not unattractive and in another of saying it, they are attractive with the basis of three main ideas. The reasons that they too have their own attractive side are because of the social stigma, good in health and with the basis concept of beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

 

          The first statistic that will be brought forward is that the social stigma in between the society present. The fact of the matter is that most of the models in modeling agencies are mostly skinny and thin. For instance, the model for Calvin Klien is a thin lady. If a thin lady is not attractive, what is the mean to hire a thin lady to be on the spotlight? The rationality here applies that if they use a thin lady, they will have more customers using their product. The whole idea of this is because, most of overweight ladies want to look thinner and they want to look good in anything. Most of the models that companies like Levi’s and Guess are thin. Thus, because of the mentality of the community, they have proven the idea that thin people are actually attractive. Even though they are underweight, people overweight adore them so that those overweight people look as good as the underweight ones. Thus, this proves the idea that the society decides their own choices based on what looks good and what has been promoted to them and plus with the disadvantages that they have especially when it comes to the size of their body especially women.

 

          The second idea is that skinny or thin people has good health preservation or what it is called as a healthy lifestyle. If it is to be compared to the overweight people, underweight has less potential to receive critical and crucial medical treatment. As the fact of matter is, overweight people are the one usually having sickness and diseases like heart failure, diabetes, lung infection, high blood pressure and so on and so forth. While most of skinny people lead a healthy life. The problem of anorexia does not come into calculation of the argument because anorexia is not a disease but a habit or what scientists call it as mental illness. A thin person should not be blamed because of them just being thin. There are several reasons that lead to them being thin. For instance, most thin people who eats a lot but having a hard time to gain weight, they actually has a higher metabolism compared the other. The ability of a person metabolism varies to one another. Even though they eat three whole meals they do not gain that much of weight because the function of their metabolism works very well to control their fat. In addition to that, the idea that a father and a mother fat can lead to the children’s too, being fat. This whole logic idea on genetic research can be implemented to the case of thin people. Thus, because of these reasons, it is proven that people who are thin can not be blamed just because they are thin.

 

          The third idea of the argumentation is that with the support if the idiom that we usually use in our daily life, that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. It is believed that even though we are raised in the same environment, eat the same thing, speaks the same way, look the same to one another, but when it comes to analyzing thing that is very abstract like beauty and attractiveness, it always differs from one to another. A man will like a skinny and thin lady as the most attractive person for him and another one will say that the overweight and oversize lady will be perfect for him. Thus, because of the existence of this idiom and the logic that we implement to prove the whole idea about attractiveness, it really proves the situation that whether or not you are beauty and attractive in such ways whether you are thin or the other way around, it lies in the eyes of the beholder who sees you and analyze you. The whole idea of being thin is unattractive does not exist because of the variation in life and the variation of people living in this world.

 

          It is true that overweight people has their ways that overruled the attractiveness of underweight or skinny or thin people. But, in this matter, it is believed that as long as there are people attracted to skinny people, and as long as skinny people is still on sale and on demand for modeling companies, it is a fact of matter to be considered as something very strong that a person still likable and attractive in a way that other people wants them to be. Thus, in order to justify them as not being attractive is false. They are attractive and they worth their size. The norm of life is that there must be variation in this world to colour the whole phenomenon related to human being. It will be bored if only one type of person living in this world.

 

          As for the conclusion, the whole idea of being skinny is not attractive is a false statement with the basis ideas that support the status quo that a person is being skinny and is attractive because of the social stigma that people brought forth to them such as modeling agencies that promotes them and also fat people wanted to be thin and look good like them. They also have good health quality in comparison with the overweight ones who has a lot of potential to be infected by a lot of unexpected diseases. In addition to that, the idiom that we usually use that promotes the idea that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder supports the argument that a person even though she or he is thin, it does not matter. It is because of the variety of analyzing beauty as a subjective matter to be discussed. Thus, skinny or thin people are not always unattractive.

I was in a tremendous fun yesterday. We had pizza and laughed all night. Same fun continued until I fell asleep. I woke up and there’s no sign of sadness yet. I have been waiting for the day to meet my dear old friends from the primary school and it happened! We met. But everything changed, when I accidentally lost my mobile phone.

 

It was a fun day to begin with. I have been laughing all along with my friends and we had lunch together. I called Zai and I could not recall that I did put the phone back where it was which is my handbag. I stood up, together with my friends, we went to Popular. In Popular, I read magazines and I even found the precious Super Junior Me which costs RM59.90! A lot, yeah!!! I was checking on some language books when I suddenly remembered to call Zai and to silent the phone since we’re all going to watch the stupid movie of Super Hero. But, there isn’t any! My friends tried to call me and they could not reach the number. It was diverted straight to the voice’s mailbox. I knew something bad would happen but I can’t believe it is my mobile phone that I’ve loved so much as if it is my life.

 

I couldn’t accept it at first but then, I started to feel something. I regret that I laughed a lot. I regret that I haven’t been doing things that I was required to do and too many more. It’s God punishment so that I won’t be too careless from now on, so that I realize and feel the feeling when things that we bought, lost in a second.

 

I know it was my own fault from the beginning. I should be more careful and more thoughtful so that I would not careless and thoughtless to the things that I owned. The same principles apply for my parents, who are the most important people out of any other United Nation’s Secretary of United States President. I have to be more careful when I talk to them and I have to be thoughtful and grateful with all the things they have already given and prepared to me. Thank You! Kamsaphamida!

 

To everyone out there, I’ve experienced the lost of my partner of life, mobile phone, brand of Sony Ericson, model is K550i, which I love most but I can’t be with her now since I lost her. I understand how you felt and thank God, I am still brave to enjoy my life! I’m looking forward to have a new partner and I think I want to propose Nokia Express Music!!! I like it so much!

 

p/s: I definitely am someone with a lot of wishful thoughts!!!!

I woke up early today and in the mean time, a lot of things happened! only at the first half of the day!!! First, I woke up because mom said to me that Acu is going to labour and Alya was playing by my side. I got nervous that I did not continue my sleep after my Subuh prayer. I went to the dining table and I prepared my breakfast and Acu went out of the room and she said it's already 4cm. Mak ngah asked her to prepare and go to hospital with Mak ngah because mak ngah's shift is the morning shift. I took care of adek Alya which is now Kakak Alya and yeah, Farhan got back from his SUNAT moment (but Yusri did not manage to do his because he's so afraid of doing so!)

11.15 is when adek Aimi born and Pakcu arrived at home around 12.00 to tell us the news! I am so happy that I don't know what to do. (Pause here... I'm about to cry!) The most wonderful day in my 2008 life. Today is much better than receiving dean's list! hahaha!!!!

15.00 is when Along will end her nervousness that she had for several days because of the post for accountant interview that she had to undergo. I'll pray for her succeed and always pray the best for her. Along, hwaiting!!!!!!!chayooookkk!!!!

Allah, I pray to You, that my family will always be in a healthy condition, with Your blessings and always do things that You have asked us to do and get rid of all things You forbid us. I pray to You, Allah, that my family will be blessed until the Day of Judgement, when and where we will meet each other in the Heaven, Your Paradise.

AMIIIN~

Friday 23/05/2008

Today is the last day of the first semester of schooling in year 2008! It means that, tomorrow is HoLiDaY!!! But, a sad thing happen, when today too, the last day of Ustaz Zahrul Effendy in our school. Though I came before him, but, he leave us before me. I can't deny the fact that I'll be missing him(as a friend) and I would regret it if I did not say GOOD-BYE.

I've managed the Civic Education paper for Standard 6 and managed to finish marking the standard 1 Moral Education paper. I felt a tremendous happiness after marking Mathematics and Moral Education papers. I want to finish all Kemahiran Hidup and Civic paper before next week!!!

Lokman too has finished his exam for this semester and I really want to see him but it seems like it is only a wishful thinking of mine. Well, I don't even care anymore now whether I see him or I won't see him cause it doesn't really make sense. So WHAT!!!!

(Soya Bean)

Today too, is Abg Emi's wedding but I can't be there. I promised him to come the other day. Abg Emi, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have no more ideas of what to be written here. BLURRR!!!!

-END-

I was trying to not to like them, but I can't resist the fact that they are just human being and they need fans as well. If I can tolerate with Super Junior and DBSK, why can't them, as they are too, from SM Entertainment. They are the So Nyuh Shi Dae or SNSD or Girl's Generation.

I still can't recognize all of them but I know these people, TeaYoon, Tiffanny, Jessica, YoonAh and Yuri. This group consists of 9 absolute cuties and I only reckon 5. I think I like Tiffany the most. I knew who Jessica is is because she was once had a scandle with Donghae oppa. So, yeah, indirectly she's the first that I knew.

Here are the girls. Check out funny stuffs about them in YouTube and any elsewhere. They are as fun as Super Junior and any other Korean Idol Group. Have FUN!!!!!

It was my first teacher's day celebration of all and I will keep this in my heart and mind forever.

It was Friday and I was so nervous because I'll be playing the piano for one of the performances. I quickly settled myself down and waited for Kak Aishah to fetch me. She arrived around 2.00 in front of my house and we immediately went to Mak Wok's house to take the Fried Mee. Unfortunately for us, Mak Wok hasn't cook it yet! We had to wait for about 30 minutes there. (My baju kurung which first smelled of Paris Hilton's Heiress changed to Fried Mee perfume added on with beef and vegetables and garlic bla bla).

We arrived at school around 2.40 and when I got into the teacher's room and was cutting the cucumber for laksa, a bunch of students came to me and give a big bunch of presents. I forgot to bring any bag to put and keep my presents. But anyway, I found a plastic bag.

The feeling when you received those attentions and those greetings and those presents, you will feel the worth of living by teaching. The teacher's day really proves that motivation works well with recognition. I hugged Alvin and most of my standard one students. We were preparing for the essembly under the large tree (the memorable place of all). We were reading the Doa', when Kak Aishah came to me said that the piano could not funtioned. So, I had to sing a song.

I went off and listened to the song and in 30 minutes I went on stage and sang the song. I felt the feeling I had before when I was young where I don't really care anything except to sing and to study. I like it back then, simple and strict mind set.

We went to eat and yeah I don't really eat the KFC, fried mee and laksa. So, I just tasted some and went off. I gave the KFC box to Fairuz since he's so skinny and he needs some fat.

We also had a SUKANEKA and it was fun though. I kept on laughing out loud that I forgot I should remain poist and descent. hahaha! Well, what do I care?

I received lots of presents that I don't know where to put them just because the house is already filled with lots more thing!

Kibum from SuperJunior once said that Donghae told him that he wants to try acting after enjoying the Attack on the Pin-Up Boys. Kibum concluded that acting is addictive. I bet that, I'm feeling the same taste of addiction. Addicted on doing whatever we like and whatever we want. I want to live happily and I want to succeed!

Being a teacher is the nicest thing to do. You won't be the positive you today if it's not because of the teachers. They have made you the way you are, with the help of the parents, too!

Guru Cemerlang Negara Terbilang,
Keunggulan Pendidikan di Mata Bangsa,
Guru Cemerlang Negara Terbilang,
Kesejahteraan Malaysia Berkibaran!!!

It is a torturement day for me, Nadiah Salihah's birthday unfortunately! 060508!

I went to Muffin's house to have an overnight sleep so that the next morning I can go to Nilai with her father. Thus, I slept at 2 a.m after all the stories of how tiring I am because I just got down from the plane from Korea and how out of sudden Donghae wasn't with me at the first place.

I woke up at 5.25a.m and had to rush down and all and we made it to Nilai at 7 something. I was in the waiting room and my turn is supposed to be the 1st candidate for the 3rd group. But then, because of the absence of one of the candidates before me, I managed to be the 4th candidate for the second group. Alhamdulillah, I received a good point and I tried very hard to make the best impression to the examiner.

At 9.00 a.m, everything is done and I wanted to go back to Klang because I think it's better for me to go to school because my time is full every Tuesday. I pity the other teachers and plus, I need to teach my students! So, Ain Rose sent me to the Nilai KTM at 9.30. I was waiting for the train since then and it only arrived somewhere an hour after. Pity me, I was standing the whole journey with high heels.

Unfortunately for us, we were asked to jump off the train because of some technical problem that occured during the journey. Thus, we went off at Kajang station and waited for quite sometime. Before we were asked to jump off the train, we stopped somewhere for quite a long time. I kept on looking at my watch, thinking whether I can be there on time!

When I reached KL Central at 11.40, I called Acu, told her that I might reach Klang at 12.15. But I only arrived after 15 minutes than the time I expected. Atuk drive off to Taman Seri Andalas and It was already 12.40 when we reached home. I went in and just took any baju kurung which doesn't need to be ironed and it is my baju kurung batik that I am about to wear on Thursday. But, I had no other choice but to just wear it! Then, around 12.50, atuk drove the car to school but pity me again, that atuk drove approximately 30km/hour. Owh...~ I was stressed out~ I reached the school at 1.10p.m, which is 5 minutes later than the bell.

I found out that replacement of teachers has been done by Pn Halidah and I went to see those teachers saying that they need not to replace me because I was already there. Then, Pn Indrani can to me and told me that the PPD had prepared the Mid-Term Exam Paper for Moral and Civic which really made me mad! Why didn't they tell us earlier so that I wouldn't have spend RM20 only for it! Unfortunate, again!

In 1 Setia class, I can not stand Walter and Joachim running around and I just kicked my leg and let my shoes to fly out of my foot and everyone quieted. It was good though! Alvin cried and said to Joachim, "Teacher Hazirah is very tired and what if she die??" which made me cried as well listening to it. Alvin is such a nice boy. Walter is not. Joachim is cute and nice but naughty!

Then, as I went back to the teacher's room, they're all chatting bout the shopping spree happening in Bukit Tinggi in a week time. When Fairuz suddenly said this, "Itu semue keduniaan je tu" which means "It's all worldly things". The statement has made the whole teacher's room in chaos! Kak Ina started it first though when she put out a statement, "Eih, tak pernah2 mcm ni, sejak hazirah ade ni jd mcm ni pulak ye." The statement made me shut my mouth and pretend that I wasn't there being apart of the shopping-freaks.

At night, I got back home and I saw a bag filled with baju kurung batik to be sent to the laundry to iron them. I went off to the shop but it was closed. So, I got back hurtedly! Then, I went out again, to buy my brother his prepaid card. There were 2 incidents happened in 10 seconds! I drove and there're 2 cars blocked my way in such a despiteful ways!

I got back again and my mother asked what did I buy and I was just too pressured that I told her it is for ADEK.  Then I realized that mom doesn't know that adek brings along his hp to school and yeah I tried to cover it. Adek kak aishah. kak aishah is too busy to buy the top-up card because she has tuition and curry-puff to do at home so, she asked me to help her while I'm out. Haha. LAME~

After that, my sister stormed to me with her devil-like face and blamed me if mom finds out. After that particular incident, I felt that I couldn't take anything anymore and I cried so hard and tried to call Lokman. Unfortunately, he rejected my call, which made me cry even harder! While I was praying, he called and my sister picked it up and told him that I was praying and he called back in 30 minutes time.

I told him everything but the tears only came out when the story of tiredness of setting up exam papers but it will not be used. Fuh~ I was totally hurted yesterday.

Osya, Nawa, how's this story?

It is hard to prove that I am currently losing touch with the real world. Is it because of too much watching Super Junior on YouTube or just the syndrom of FANATICISM? I couldn't bare the fact that I had to be real in this life but I just love to live in the fantasy-like life that me myself made up. It's fun and priceless. No payment in order to have it. I believe and I know the fact that it is a part of my wishful thinking, but the slightest chance as slight as 0.0001% of possibility that a mirale can happen is there. That's why I keep on believing in my own made-up world and I hope to see it becoming true in future.

I am currently in love with Super Junior Donghae as all of my readers have read 3 posts before this. I am pretty sure that Donghae already has a girlfriend or scandal, maybe. But I will always put a 0.0001% of believe that I might be the one in this case.

WIth the fact that I already have someone that I like so much that I am planning to spend my whole life with him with Allah's permission and grant (which is obviously not Donghae), I keep on thinking that I'm not even compatible for him and also that me myself has less time to pay my attention to him or to give him an attention. Sometimes I even feel that it is better for me to not contact him so that I will have time for my life with Super Junior and other things to be enjoyed with like my school life and my students.

I feel bad though, because I am being selfish in a way that promotes misunderstanding and miscommunication between the two of us. Though when I am in the fantasy-life I made, I will always try to be the best heroin that helps the hero in any means. But, I do nothing for the man that I really love in my real world. Is that what you called as we understand and trust each other in whatever condition it is? Sometimes I feel awkward to talk about him, but I just love too. Whatever. I am losing my reality from the ground.

Back to the case of Donghae. He is currently in China promoting SuJu M, and I am feeling bad that he made some changes on his face though. I really hope there's no plastic surgery in SuJu, but it obviously exists! All of them undergo it! Owh, how am I supposed to say this? I really ike naturality! Now I'm feeling bad because Donghae is not 100% natural!

Currently, I am in love with She's Gone. One of the hit single in their new album and of Mee Wuh is one of my favourite too, alongside with Marry U. I am looking forward for the SuJu M Marry U version and also Miracle. I bet it's going to be great! I talked a lot this time. And I really hope there aren't any grammatical errors exists in my blog. Especially a full English-Speech! haha!

By the way, back to reality and now I can feel the grass. My grandfather pour out MYR15,000  to buy a machine that supplies electric charges to our body and maintain the blood reaction in the vein through the electric supplied to the body. You will not feel anything because in the 30 minutes, you only need to sit on the chair and the electric will flow in your body to lead your blood a better circulation and better pump. The machine is good though. It worth the payment. I really hope my grandfather enjiys having this at home and will decrease his level of seriousness in his diseases.

I love my grandfather so much. The moment he found out that I will be a teacher and I opted it myself, he was overly excited about it. It is because my grandfather was a teacher before and none of his daughters follow his steps. Though, the etiqques and criteria being a teacher is a lot. And I really hope that I'll do my best in this profession and I want to show to my grandfather that I can do as what he did before.

I don't want to be a lecturer. I just want to be a teacher. Though it seems hard, but, children are innocent and I always believe that whatever it is, I want all my students to achieve good and better result. Oh, I'm so sleepy.
Take care readers. I love all you! Sarangheyo!
Lee Dong Hae 이동해

I may not be someone with 4 flat~ but, this is great enough to get. ALHAMDULILLAH!!!

I did not study that hard because I believe in paying 100% of attention in class. And here is the prove with all my efforts~

	( PREVIOUS RESULT ) Session : 2007/2008, Sem : 1
	Code	Subject	Credithour	Grade
	ELM2123	ESSENTIAL ENGLISH GRAMMAR	3	B+
	ELM2133	ORAL COMMUNICATION SKILLS	3	A
	ELM2143	READING & ANALYTICAL THINKING : DRAMA	3	B
	FIM1123	RELIGIONS IN MALAYSIA	3	A-
	GHM2283	INTRO. TO HUMAN SCIENCES	3	B-
	LEM6012	ENGLISH LANGUAGE VI	2	B+
	GPA : 3.334
	CGPA : 3.334 ( PREVIOUS RESULT ) Session : 2007/2008, Sem : 2 Code Subject Credithour Grade ELM2253 READING & ANALYTICAL THINKING : POETRY 3 A- ELM2263 INTRO. TO THE STUDY OF ENGLISH LANGUAGE 3 A- FIM1233 BASIC THEMES OF AL-QUR'AN 3 A- GHM2113 BASIC RESEARCH METHODS & REPORT WRITING 3 A- GRM2273 INTRO. TO ISLAMIC REVEALED KNOWLEDGE 3 A GSM2213 INTRO. TO CREATIVE & CRITICAL THINKING 3 A- LEMR010 0 P GPA : 3.725 CGPA : 3.535

Oh My God!!!

I am so anxious that I don't know what to write in this blog.

Overall...

I am starting to like it...

can we just wait till the end of the first week in school?

PLEASE???