Don't worry, I'm not a fan of tragedic Shakespeare stories like Hamlet and Othello. hehe~!!
(I'm in my study week for my final exam next week, I'll try my best to update the next chapter k?)
p/s: muffin!!! I did my first chapter but not as good as yours though~ sorry!
p/p/s: I hope eunhae lovers will enjoy this fanfic! Do comment cause then I'll be excited to update!!!
DongHae
is sitting right in front of him. He glances once and the gaze caught
both of those two pairs of eyes. He smiles at him; bothering the fact
of his heart raced every time he looks at him. He knows that he only
needs to smile because he has nothing else but his smiles. He does not
have the courage to talk to him. He can not just be blatant about what
he has in mind, or in his heart, because then, he is not himself
anymore. He is always the one to be by himself, and not bothering the
others. But, he can not resist this one particular guy. He’s the only
one that managed to grab his attention, not only his attention, but
probably his love… and he is Eunhyuk.
First
time Donghae saw him was when he, Eunhyuk, stepped in the changing
room, a lot of people gathered around for the celebration of new
interns. He was wearing a black suit with white shirt in it. He did not
tuck his tie neatly and clumsily did it on his own. While looking at
him, a girl came, looking very mad, made his tie for him. Neatly,
slowly and smoothly. He smiled to her and gave her a kiss on her cheek
which made her blushed all the way to the entrance door. Maybe she is his girlfriend.
We had to move when he suddenly patted me from the back, “Hey, my name
is HyukJae. Lee HyukJae. But, I prefer people call me EunHyuk. And
what’s yours?” I was in silence. No words to utter out from my mouth
when he asked that as I was directly looking at him even before.
“DongHae, Lee DongHae.”
Since
that was the first conversation, we rarely talk. Yeah, not more than
once or twice. DongHae doesn’t talk much. He always keeps himself in
silence. No importance, no utterance. That is how his life is. But
EunHyuk, he keeps himself in the middle of every thing. He talks, he
plays, and he does everything as a teenager. He lives his life as
tomorrow is the end of everything. He will work hard in every thing he
does. But, he will never talk to DongHae in public. He always keeps
himself away from DongHae when he is with his friends. DongHae knows
that he has no rights to ask him why, but he knows this cool gentleman,
who is the heart of the faculty, is impossible to be friends with him;
a dork who has no friends at all and has no life.
Why
must he be so nice on the first day we came here? DongHae had no
friends but he patted his back and talked to him. That was the moment
when DongHae realized that there’s love in his words. Even though it
was as simple as just asking his name, but it meant a lot to DongHae.
How could he ever forget the smile on his face when he talked to him?
EunHyuk was shining like a diamond and he admired him at once. But, he
bet that there will never be a friendship between them as EunHyuk has
never-ever replied his smiles.
EunHyuk
was trying so hard to pull his tie to his neck as neat as others were
wearing, but, it just got stuck somewhere! “Aigooo!!! Otoke????!!!” He
saw a young man around his age looking at him, with a sharp look and he
was smiling; just by looking at his clumsiness. EunHyuk can not look
straight into his gaze because he had an unfamiliar stream of
nervousness out of all sudden. He felt that he could not breathe as all
the air was taken away by some elements. He felt like the world came
down falling on him as everything seems heavy. He felt that his heart
beat so hard that it might fell out of his chest. He could not resist
the feeling of falling in love with the deadly smile of the guy who was
sitting in front of him. He can not lose the moment to picture it in
his mind. He has to do something, but while he was thinking, SooHyun
came to him, untie the tie and tied it back on his neck as she always
did.
Yes,
SooHyun, the girl that his parents approved of. A lovely young lady
with bright smile and a great personality SooHyun is. No one can ever
replace her as she is the most perfect woman at the very young age. She
takes care of mostly everything that he does. But, is that what he ever
wants? Is living with her without any feeling towards her is what
EunHyuk ever searched for? He never had the ‘rushing of blood
temperature’ whenever he sees her. It was always the formal ethics and
it is nothing much compared to the relationship between two outsiders.
But he knows that SooHyun is trying all her best to be the best lady
for the young heir of Lee Corporation Company. He felt sorry for her
for being troubled. He felt sorry for her for spending too much of her
time wasted. He never needed her, but he was taught to need her at any
time. He wanted to be independent but because of her presence, he could
not. He could not live his own life on his own.
But
the smile that he just captured in his mind, the soaring eyes that
caught each and every action that he did and the figure that seems
lonely was all what he sees in DongHae. He’s lonely. Yes. No friends at
all. Not even one went to him and talked. He did every thing on his
own. But his eyes shine. They shine as bright as the crystal and
EunHyuk could not just sit and stare as he has to know the name of that
figure. He needs to get to know him as his feeling is heating the urge
in him to do so. It was about time when he turned away and Eunhyuk went
straight behind him and patted him and introduce himself. The words
that came out feels a little burden but came to realize that there is
charm in every speech he did. DongHae is his name and he is a loner. I
can not just leave him alone but my reputation will definitely go down.
It’s
how people see life; no one wants to know the real person in one’s
body. What matters the most is the wealth of one person. That is how
they perceive a person in this college. No one ever wants to talk about
feelings or studies but only money and hobbies. All that gather around
money and wealth, that is how the life in this college. But, EunHyuk
and DongHae is never that way. They do not think of how other people
think. They know each other and share all experiences in life. They
talked about life at school, family, love and feelings. But when do
exactly they talk?
The
bell rings and everyone has taken their butt off the chair.
“EunHyuk-ah! Come, let’s eat together. We have some kimbap here. You
can share them with us,” Junsu called. “Never mind, I’ll have mine
alone. See you after school, Junsu-ah!” Eunhyuk replied. He saw the
young gentleman DongHae has already made his steps to the secret place
and he slowly follows him in quite a distance. He wonders why he can
not escape the feeling that he has right now. Whatever that he does
with DongHae seems fun, eventhough it is only the two of them eating
together.
He
reaches the secret place that they always spend their lunch break
together. DongHae is already there and is sitting alone looking at the
sky above them. The place is so calm. It is and emergency stairs that
nobody ever use because of the tragedy that happens 15 years ago when a
couple was found dead here. Both of them do not believe the stories of
ghost coming hunting people who spotted there as there’s nothing
happened to us since 3 months ago.
“What
do you have today?” Eunhyuk broke the silence. “I don’t know, haven’t
open it yet. I waited for you to come first. What do you have with you
today?” DongHae asked with his eyes focusing on the Tupperware EunHyul
was holding. “SooHyun made me this, do you want some? It’s lasagne.” “I
have not tried it once in my life. How does it taste? Is it sweet?”
“What do you want it to be?” “I don’t know!” “Just take some, I’ll bet
you’ll love it so much and you will finish mine!” “I’m not that kind of
person! You were the one who finished my food even though you kept on
saying it was bad!” “Shh! People will think that the dead couple is
hunting them if they hear your voice!” EunHyuk teases DongHae and put
his index finger on DongHae’s lips.
DongHae
stunned. He looked at EunHyuk’s eyes and he is trying his best to
understand the meaning that he tries to portray to him. “You don’t want
people to know that you are here with me, right? You don’t want people
to find out that you eat your lunch with a poor guy like me, right? I
understand that EunHyuk, I always do. You use me for your own
satisfaction and you have everything in perfect. You have a beautiful
girlfriend, you have the coolest best friend forever sitting beside you
in class, you have friends pleading to be your friend and you have
parents who can support you at any means. But what do I have? No
friends, no money and I only have you as my lunch friend and you never
want to let me be near you in class. Why? Because you only keep the
benefits for your own good!” “What good do I had when I’m with some
lousy guy like you?! You are blaming all this to me when you should be
thankful that I want to have my lunch with you! I may get better lunch
dishes with my friends but I only come to you. At least I still want to
be friends with you, isn’t that enough?!” “I never care less about my
feelings for you EunHyuk, but this really made me go insane!” After
DongHae finishes his line, he grabs EunHyuk with his powerful arm and
kisses him hardly on his lips.
END of CHAPTER ONE
